2 AM Rambles

{{ it's really late but I just had to make a journal
cause I've been meaning to make a journal about... stuff like this..

so I want to address the people that, just... in general;

-call me an 'idol' or 'inspiration'
-people who constantly favorite my art work no matter what the quality
-people who comment, even if only every so often
-the people who just... find reasons to like me in general


this is a journal to basically say that like.. thank you, for everything
and i'm sorry that i may let you guys down sometimes
that i get overtaken my dumb emotions that makes me a pain in the butt
to deal with
and i just...
i hope i can continue to give you all reasons to put up with me
and to continue this great bond that has been developed since i got back
since my life has been crazy the last year, i find it really comforting
that the community is behind me and also supports me in my art
because i will be honest
that i'm not proud of my art, and as an artist and my worst critic, it makes me feel warm and fuzzy
on the inside when people notice me
or say nice things about my art
it just... reassures me that i'm not messing up completely, or i'm doing bad things


my pug is snoring next to me, and i really need to sleep..

sorry for the ramblings, but just... thanks for dealing with me dudes
you all rock my socks
and don't stop rockin' and a rollin' }}